
January 1, 2012. And i’m tired of all the drama.
The first day of a new year. It should be a fresh start, a clean slate. But it feels different. ODD. The ugly truth is that I don’t really know what I want yet. I keep reminding myself everyday that I’m beyond blessed -i have my friends, my family, a job and a soon-to-be-masters-degree.. And that I should just be happy! But there is this warm feeling that goes around my chest and change my mood into a whole other direction. Yes i know, there are things that I have to do this year: rethink, improve and pray.
There is no Backspace of Refresh button in life. But that’s my favourite part about New Years. Not the fireworks. Not the Parties. Not the broadcasted celebrations on tv. The truly great part about welcoming the New Year is that you look back and say goodbye to the year that has just past; to your mistakes and regrets. And most importantly, you look forward to the next 365 days— welcoming in a positive attitude; looking at the new opportunities that will come your way, and gaining hope that something good will come, given that you work for it: your fresh start… a “clean slate”.
The night is young and I have three hours until January 1 ends. And I intend to spend the most of it with my family. Yes, tonight the four of us are sleeping together in a single bed! Tomorrow my little bro and mom will travel back to the city. Work and school awaits me.
But, bring it on! Cheers to the upcoming year of new beginnings!
whatever and wherever life takes me ★
-xoxo
Jem